Being too emotional today, and, really, FML.
I need SOMETHING to get me out of the house while my dad proceeds to bastardise my room with this off-white/pale-yellow monster. My room is done up in light blue, mostly. This is not going to go down well.
Maybe I should get some random job and keep myself so busy I don't do anything but sleep while I'm at home. That'd cut down eyestrain and general hatred for it.
Really, what am I doing, getting so worked up over what colour he decides to paint my room? Oh wait, fuck, that's totally because he probably got the colour wrong when he bought the paint!
I wanted light green, damn it. It's not a be all end all thing, but somehow whenever he goes to his "I bought it now you better damn well use it/don't waste my money" self I just can't take it, today being a total representation of it. Hasn't he screwed up my life enough with that attitude? Why should I take it from him in something like, oh, my room colour, when he's fucked up my education awesomely?
Go jump off a cliff, Dad. That stupid miser side of you, I REALLY don't need.
Yet another reason why I want to leave here as soon as possible.
I need SOMETHING to get me out of the house while my dad proceeds to bastardise my room with this off-white/pale-yellow monster. My room is done up in light blue, mostly. This is not going to go down well.
Maybe I should get some random job and keep myself so busy I don't do anything but sleep while I'm at home. That'd cut down eyestrain and general hatred for it.
Really, what am I doing, getting so worked up over what colour he decides to paint my room? Oh wait, fuck, that's totally because he probably got the colour wrong when he bought the paint!
I wanted light green, damn it. It's not a be all end all thing, but somehow whenever he goes to his "I bought it now you better damn well use it/don't waste my money" self I just can't take it, today being a total representation of it. Hasn't he screwed up my life enough with that attitude? Why should I take it from him in something like, oh, my room colour, when he's fucked up my education awesomely?
Go jump off a cliff, Dad. That stupid miser side of you, I REALLY don't need.
Yet another reason why I want to leave here as soon as possible.
add to my feathers
